Happy Bday to Steph and Oli!!!!!! And Fani and Fiona Li too  My dearest JSVA family, thanks u guys for making my life so happy and fruitful !!!  add oil in CE n f.6 n AL ar!!!! to Jacky: add oil in UK and be the top student there ar! i am waiting for u in hk n let's find some day n get drunk again to Jerome: add oil in UK ar!!! btw u still remember u said we should find some day sit n chat beside the swimming pool for whole night ga meeee to La: dont also be unhappy la..................... to hei: congratulation that u finally found someone wo to Paul: congratulation that u finally found someone wo to fi: add oil n study like hell n get full mark in SAT 1 n 2 ar!!!
to Brian: add oil in st.j TQ ar....... to lional: add oil in db n let's find some day watch soccer n get drunk in your mum's empty house with other old frd btw, anyone wanna play stocks or warrants, pls call meXDXDXD
below is some bull shit that i wrote in summer but hadnt post, u guys can ignore it... It takes about 500 pounds to crush a human skull. But the human emotion is a much more delicate thing. Take her, my first real gf, my first real breakup, I never thought it was going to be similar to a car crush. So is this all my fault? It is funny what goes through your mind at a time like this. The time we spent together, movies we watched together... I tried to figure out what went wrong in these few months, why did we break up? It is funny, when I think back now the reason seems so small. On day she is with me, and saying -[I like you ], a month later she is with someone else. Probably saying the same thing. So did she really love me? What is love anyway? And is it really that fleeting? The age-old question. What is love?? To think about her now with someone else, it felt like all the oxygen had been sucked from the room. It is a haunting period. The time when the demons of regret come for you. She is in the phone, saying [I am sorry; I don’t think this is a right timing, may be we should break up.] It is weird that I couldnt fall asleep before 4 in the morning in that period, the more I tried to sleep, the less tired I felt. I felt wide awake. I tried everything, music, radio……. I suddenly found I had a few extra hours. I wanted time to pass quickly, but instead I was forced to witness the passing of every second of every hour. That pain I felt just could not go away. And now the fact is I had more time n my hands. More time to think about her. I sat in the mtr for whole day; I sat in front of the computer, watching people online and offline to spent my another sleepless mid-night. I started to read all the books I wished I had time to read before ce. And sometimes I even had time to reread my favourite ones. But she was never far from my mind... | 
